The love I bore to your brother, and will do to his memory, hath craved
from me this last duty of a friend; I am herein but a second to the
privilege of truth, who can warrant more in his behalf than I undertook to
deliver. Exercise in this kind I will little affect, and am less addicted
to, but there must be miracle in that labor which, to witness my
remembrance to this departed gentleman, I would not willingly undergo. Yet
whatsoever is here done, is done to him and to him only. For whom and whose
sake I will not forget to remember any friendly respects to you, or to any
of those that have loved him for himself, and himself for his
deserts.
| Since time, and his predestinated end,
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| Abridged the circuit of his hopeful days,
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| Whiles both his youth and virtue did intend
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| The good endeavors of deserving praise,
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| 5 | What memorable monument can last
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| Whereon to build his never-blemished name
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| But his own worth, wherein his life was graced. . .
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| Sith as that ever he maintained the same?
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| Oblivion in the darkest day to come,
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| 10 | When sin shall tread on merit in the dust,
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| Cannot rase out the lamentable tomb
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| Of his short-lived deserts; but still they must,
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| Even in the hearts and memories of men,
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| Claim fit respect, that they, in every limb
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| 15 | Remembering what he was, with comfort then
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| May pattern out one truly good, by him.
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| For he was truly good, if honest care
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| Of harmless conversation may commend
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| A life free from such stains as follies are,
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| 20 | Ill recompensed only in his end.
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| Nor can the tongue of him who loved him least
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| (If there can be minority of love
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| To one superlative above the rest
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| Of many men in steady faith) reprove
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| 25 | His constant temper, in the equal weight
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| Of thankfulness and kindness: Truth doth leave
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| Sufficient proof, he was in every right
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| As kind to give, as thankful to receive.
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| The curious eye of a quick-brained survey
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| 30 | Could scantly find a mote amidst the sun
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| Of his too-shortened days, or make a prey
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| Of any faulty errors he had done.
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| Not that he was above the spleenful sense
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| And spite of malice, but for that he had
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| 35 | Warrant enough in his own innocence
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| Against the sting of some in nature bad.
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| Yet who is he so absolutely blest
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| That lives encompassed in a mortal frame,
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| Sometime in reputation not oppressed
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| 40 | By some in nothing famous but defame?
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| Such in the bypath and the ridgeway lurk
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| That leads to ruin, in a smooth pretense
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| Of what they do to be a special work
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| Of singleness, not tending to offense;
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| 45 | Whose very virtues are, not to detract
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| Whiles hope remains of gain (base fee of slaves),
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| Despising chiefly men in fortunes wracked.
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| But death to such gives unremembered graves.
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| Now therein lived he happy, if to be
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| 50 | Free from detraction happiness it be.
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| His younger years gave comfortable hope
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| To hope for comfort in his riper youth,
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| Which, harvest-like, did yield again the crop
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| Of education, bettered in his truth.
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| 55 | Those noble twins of heaven-infused races,
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| Learning and wit, refined in their kind
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| Did jointly both, in their peculiar graces,
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| Enrich the curious temple of his mind;
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| Indeed a temple, in whose precious white
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| 60 | Sat reason by religion overswayed,
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| Teaching his other senses, with delight,
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| How piety and zeal should be obeyed.
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| Not fruitlessly in prodigal expense
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| Wasting his best of time, but so content
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| 65 | With reason's golden mean to make defense
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| Against the assault of youth's encouragement;
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| As not the tide of this surrounding age
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| (When now his father's death had freed his will)
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| Could make him subject to the drunken rage
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| 70 | Of such whose only glory is their ill.
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| He from the happy knowledge of the wise
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| Draws virtue to reprove secured fools
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| And shuns the glad sleights of ensnaring vice
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| To spend his spring of days in sacred schools.
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| 75 | Here gave he diet to the sick desires
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| That day by day assault the weaker man,
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| And with fit moderation still retires
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| From what doth batter virtue now and then.
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| But that I not intend in full discourse
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| 80 | To progress out his life, I could display
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| A good man in each part exact and force
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| The common voice to warrant what I say.
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| For if his fate and heaven had decreed
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| That full of days he might have lived to see
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| 85 | The grave in peace, the times that should succeed
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| Had been best-speaking witnesses with me;
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| Whose conversation so untouched did move
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| Respect most in itself, as who would scan
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| His honesty and worth, by them might prove
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| 90 | He was a kind, true, perfect gentleman.
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| Not in the outside of disgraceful folly,
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| Courting opinion with unfit disguise,
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| Affecting fashions, nor addicted wholly
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| To unbeseeming blushless vanities,
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| 95 | But suiting so his habit and desire
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| As that his virtue was his best attire.
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| Not in the waste of many idle words
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| Cared he to be heard talk, nor in the float
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| Of fond conceit, such as this age affords,
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| 100 | By vain discourse upon himself to dote;
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| For his becoming silence gave such grace
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| To his judicious parts, as what he spake
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| Seemed rather answers which the wise embrace
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| Than busy questions such as talkers make.
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| 105 | And though his qualities might well deserve
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| Just commendation, yet his furnished mind
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| Such harmony of goodness did preserve
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| As nature never built in better kind;
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| Knowing the best, and therefore not presuming
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| 110 | In knowing, but for that it was the best,
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| Ever within himself free choice resuming
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| Of true perfection, in a perfect breast;
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| So that his mind and body made an inn,
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| The one to lodge the other, both like framed
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| 115 | For fair conditions, guests that soonest win
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| Applause; in generality, well famed,
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| If trim behavior, gestures mild, discreet
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| Endeavors, modest speech, beseeming mirth,
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| True friendship, active grace, persuasion sweet,
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| 120 | Delightful love innated from his birth,
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| Acquaintance unfamiliar, carriage just,
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| Offenseless resolution, wished sobriety,
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| Clean-tempered moderation, steady trust,
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| Unburthened conscience, unfeigned piety;
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| 125 | If these, or all of these, knit fast in one
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| Can merit praise, then justly may we say,
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| Not any from this frailer stage is gone
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| Whose name is like to live a longer day. . .
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| Though not in eminent courts or places great
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| 130 | For popular concourse, yet in that soil
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| Where he enjoyed his birth, life, death, and seat
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| Which now sits mourning his untimely spoil.
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| And as much glory is it to be good
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| For private persons, in their private home,
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| 135 | As those descended from illustrious blood
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| In public view of greatness, whence they come.
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| Though I, rewarded with some sadder taste
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| Of knowing shame, by feeling it have proved
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| My country's thankless misconstruction cast
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| 140 | Upon my name and credit, both unloved
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| By some whose fortunes, sunk into the wane
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| Of plenty and desert, have strove to win
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| Justice by wrong, and sifted to embane
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| My reputation with a witless sin;
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| 145 | Yet time, the father of unblushing truth,
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| May one day lay ope malice which hath crossed it,
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| And right the hopes of my endangered youth,
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| Purchasing credit in the place I lost it.
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| Even in which place the subject of the verse
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| 150 | (Unhappy matter of a mourning style
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| Which now that subject's merits doth rehearse)
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| Had education and new being; while
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| By fair demeanor he had won repute
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| Amongst the all of all that lived there,
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| 155 | For that his actions did so wholly suit
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| With worthiness, still memorable here.
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| The many hours till the day of doom
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| Will not consume his life and hapless end,
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| For should he lie obscured without a tomb,
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| 160 | Time would to time his honesty commend;
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| Whiles parents to their children will make known,
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| And they to their posterity impart,
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| How such a man was sadly overthrown
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| By a hand guided by a cruel heart,
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| 165 | Whereof as many as shall hear that sadness
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| Will blame the one's hard fate, the other's madness;
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| Whiles such as do recount that tale of woe,
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| Told by remembrance of the wisest heads,
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| Will in the end conclude the matter so,
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| 170 | As they will all go weeping to their beds.
|
| For when the world lies wintered in the storms
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| Of fearful consummation, and lays down
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| Th' unsteady change of his fantastic forms,
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| Expecting ever to be overthrown;
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| 175 | When the proud height of much affected sin
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| Shall ripen to a head, and in that pride
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| End in the miseries it did begin
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| And fall amidst the glory of his tide;
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| Then in a book where every work is writ
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| 180 | Shall this man's actions be revealed, to show
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| The gainful fruit of well-employed wit,
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| Which paid to heaven the debt that it did owe.
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| Here shall be reckoned up the constant faith,
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| Never untrue, where once he love professed;
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| 185 | Which is a miracle in men, one saith,
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| Long sought though rarely found, and he is best
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| Who can make friendship, in those times of change,
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| Admired more for being firm than strange.
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| When those weak houses of our brittle flesh
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| 190 | Shall ruined be by death, our grace and strength,
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| Youth, memory and shape that made us fresh
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| Cast down, and utterly decayed at length;
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| When all shall turn to dust from whence we came
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| And we low-leveled in a narrow grave,
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| 195 | What can we leave behind us but a name,
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| Which, by a life well led, may honor have?
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| Such honor, O thou youth untimely lost,
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| Thou didst deserve and hast; for though thy soul
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| Hath took her flight to a diviner coast,
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| 200 | Yet here on earth thy fame lives ever whole,
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| In every heart sealed up, in every tongue
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| Fit matter to discourse, no day prevented
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| That pities not thy sad and sudden wrong,
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| Of all alike beloved and lamented.
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| 205 | And I here to thy memorable worth,
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| In this last act of friendship, sacrifice
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| My love to thee, which I could not set forth
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| In any other habit of disguise.
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| Although I could not learn, whiles yet thou wert,
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| 210 | To speak the language of a servile breath,
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| My truth stole from my tongue into my heart,
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| Which shall not thence be sundered, but in death.
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| And I confess my love was too remiss
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| That had not made thee know how much I prized thee,
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| 215 | But that mine error was, as yet it is,
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| To think love best in silence: for I sized thee
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| By what I would have been, not only ready
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| In telling I was thine, but being so,
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| By some effect to show it. He is steady
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| 220 | Who seems less than he is in open show.
|
| Since then I still reserved to try the worst
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| Which hardest fate and time thus can lay on me.
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| T' enlarge my thoughts was hindered at first,
|
| While thou hadst life; I took this task upon me,
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| 225 | To register with mine unhappy pen
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| Such duties as it owes to thy desert,
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| And set thee as a president to men,
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| And limn thee to the world but as thou wert. . .
|
| Not hired, as heaven can witness in my soul,
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| 230 | By vain conceit, to please such ones as know it,
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| Nor servile to be liked, free from control,
|
| Which, pain to many men, I do not owe it.
|
| But here I trust I have discharged now
|
| (Fair lovely branch too soon cut off) to thee,
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| 235 | My constant and irrefragable vow,
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| As, had it chanced, thou mightst have done to me. . .
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| But that no merit strong enough of mine
|
| Had yielded store to thy well-abled quill
|
| Whereby t' enroll my name, as this of thine,
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| 240 | How s'ere enriched by thy plenteous skill.
|
| Here, then, I offer up to memory
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| The value of my talent, precious man,
|
| Whereby if thou live to posterity,
|
| Though 't be not as I would, 'tis as I can:
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| 245 | In minds from whence endeavor doth proceed,
|
| A ready will is taken for the deed.
|
| Yet ere I take my longest last farewell
|
| From thee, fair mark of sorrow, let me frame
|
| Some ampler work of thank, wherein to tell
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| 250 | What more thou didst deserve than in thy name,
|
| And free thee from the scandal of such senses
|
| As in the rancor of unhappy spleen
|
| Measure thy course of life, with false pretenses
|
| Comparing by thy death what thou hast been.
|
| 255 | So in his mischiefs is the world accursed:
|
| It picks out matter to inform the worst.
|
| The willful blindness that hoodwinks the eyes
|
| Of men enwrapped in an earthy veil
|
| Makes them most ignorantly exercise
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| 260 | And yield to humor when it doth assail,
|
| Whereby the candle and the body's light
|
| Darkens the inward eyesight of the mind,
|
| Presuming still it sees, even in the night
|
| Of that same ignorance which makes them blind.
|
| 265 | Hence conster they with corrupt commentaries,
|
| Proceeding from a nature as corrupt,
|
| The text of malice, which so often varies
|
| As 'tis by seeming reason underpropped.
|
| O, whither tends the lamentable spite
|
| 270 | Of this world's teenful apprehension,
|
| Which understands all things amiss, whose light
|
| Shines not amidst the dark of their dissension?
|
| True 'tis, this man, whiles yet he was a man,
|
| Soothed not the current of besotted fashion,
|
| 275 | Nor could disgest, as some loose mimics can,
|
| An empty sound of overweening passion,
|
| So much to be made servant to the base
|
| And sensual aptness of disunioned vices,
|
| To purchase commendation by disgrace,
|
| 280 | Whereto the world and heat of sin entices.
|
| But in a safer contemplation,
|
| Secure in what he knew, he ever chose
|
| The ready way to commendation,
|
| By shunning all invitements strange, of those
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| 285 | Whose illness is, the necessary praise
|
| Must wait upon their actions; only rare
|
| In being rare in shame (which strives to raise
|
| Their name by doing what they do not care),
|
| As if the free commission of their ill
|
| 290 | Were even as boundless as their prompt desires;
|
| Only like lords, like subjects to their will,
|
| Which their fond dotage ever more admires.
|
| He was not so: but in a serious awe,
|
| Ruling the little ordered commonwealth
|
| 295 | Of his own self, with honor to the law
|
| That gave peace to his bread, bread to his health;
|
| Which ever he maintained in sweet content
|
| And pleasurable rest, wherein he joyed
|
| A monarchy of comfort's government,
|
| 300 | Never until his last to be destroyed.
|
| For in the vineyard of heaven-favored learning
|
| Where he was double-honored in degree,
|
| His observation and discreet discerning
|
| Had taught him in both fortunes to be free;
|
| 305 | Whence now retired home, to a home indeed
|
| The home of his condition and estate,
|
| He well provided 'gainst the hand of need,
|
| Whence young men sometime grow unfortunate;
|
| His disposition, by the bonds of unity,
|
| 310 | So fastened to his reason that it strove
|
| With understanding's grave immunity
|
| To purchase from all hearts a steady love;
|
| Wherein not any one thing comprehends
|
| Proportionable note of what he was,
|
| 315 | Than that he was so constant to his friends
|
| As he would no occasion overpass
|
| Which might make known his unaffected care,
|
| In all respects of trial, to unlock
|
| His bosom and his store, which did declare
|
| 320 | That Christ was his, and he was friendship's rock:
|
| A rock of friendship figured in his name,
|
| Foreshowing what he was, and what should be,
|
| Most true presage; and he discharged the same
|
| In every act of perfect amity.
|
| 325 | Though in the complemental phrase of words
|
| He never was addicted to the vain
|
| Of boast, such as the common breath affords;
|
| He was in use most fast, in tongue most plain,
|
| Nor amongst all those virtues that forever
|
| 330 | Adorned his reputation will be found
|
| One greater than his faith, which did persever,
|
| Where once it was protested, alway sound.
|
| Hence sprung the deadly fuel that revived
|
| The rage which wrought his end, for had he been
|
| 335 | Slacker in love, he had been longer lived
|
| And not oppressed by wrath's unhappy sin. . .
|
| By wrath's unhappy sin, which unadvised
|
| Gave death for free good will, and wounds for love.
|
| Pity it was that blood had not been prized
|
| 340 | At higher rate, and reason set above
|
| Most unjust choler, which untimely drew
|
| Destruction on itself; and most unjust,
|
| Robbed virtue of a follower so true
|
| As time can boast of, both for love and trust:
|
| 345 | So henceforth all (great glory to his blood)
|
| Shall be but seconds to him, being good.
|
| The wicked end their honor with their sin
|
| In death, which only then the good begin.
|
| Lo, here a lesson by experience taught
|
| 350 | For men whose pure simplicity hath drawn
|
| Their trust to be betrayed by being caught
|
| Within the snares of making truth a pawn;
|
| Whiles it, not doubting whereinto it enters,
|
| Without true proof and knowledge of a friend,
|
| 355 | Sincere in singleness of heart, adventers
|
| To give fit cause, ere love begin to end:
|
| His unfeigned friendship where it least was sought,
|
| Him to a fatal timeless ruin brought;
|
| Whereby the life that purity adorned
|
| 360 | With real merit, by this sudden end
|
| Is in the mouth of some in manner scorned,
|
| Made questionable, for they do intend,
|
| According to the tenor of the saw
|
| Mistook, if not observed (writ long ago
|
| 365 | When men were only led by reason's law),
|
| That "Such as is the end, the life proves so."
|
| Thus he, who to the universal lapse
|
| Gave sweet redemption, offering up his blood
|
| To conquer death by death, and loose the traps
|
| 370 | Of hell, even in the triumph that it stood:
|
| He thus, for that his guiltless life was spilt
|
| By death, which was made subject to the curse,
|
| Might in like manner be reproved of guilt
|
| In his pure life, for that his end was worse.
|
| 375 | But O far be it, our unholy lips
|
| Should so profane the deity above
|
| As thereby to ordain revenging whips
|
| Against the day of judgment and of love.
|
| The hand that lends us honor in our days
|
| 380 | May shorten when it please, and justly take
|
| Our honor from us many sundry ways,
|
| As best becomes that wisdom did us make.
|
| The second brother, who was next begot
|
| Of all that ever were begotten yet,
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| 385 | Was by a hand in vengeance rude and hot
|
| Sent innocent to be in heaven set.
|
| Whose fame the angels in melodious choirs
|
| Still witness to the world. Then why should he,
|
| Well-profited in excellent desires,
|
| 390 | Be more rebuked, who had like destiny?
|
| Those saints before the everlasting throne
|
| Who sit with crowns of glory on their heads,
|
| Washed white in blood, from earth hence have not gone
|
| All to their joys in quiet on their beds,
|
| 395 | But tasted of the sour-bitter scourge
|
| Of torture and affliction ere they gained
|
| Those blessings which their sufferance did urge,
|
| Whereby the grace fore-promised they attained.
|
| Let then the false suggestions of the froward,
|
| 400 | Building large castles in the empty air,
|
| By suppositions fond and thoughts untoward
|
| (Issues of discontent and sick despair)
|
| Rebound gross arguments upon their heart
|
| That may disprove their malice, and confound
|
| 405 | Uncivil loose opinions which insert
|
| Their souls into the roll that doth unsound
|
| Betraying policies, and show their brains,
|
| Unto their shame, ridiculous; whose scope
|
| Is envy, whose endeavors fruitless pains,
|
| 410 | In nothing surely prosperous, but hope. . .
|
| And that same hope, so lame, so unprevailing,
|
| It buries self-conceit in weak opinion;
|
| Which being crossed, gives matter of bewailing
|
| Their vain designs, on whom want hath dominion.
|
| 415 | Such, and of such condition, may devise
|
| Which way to wound with defamation's spirit
|
| (Close-lurking whisper's hidden forgeries)
|
| His taintless goodness, his desertful merit.
|
| But whiles the minds of men can judge sincerely,
|
| 420 | Upon assured knowledge, his repute
|
| And estimation shall be rumored clearly
|
| In equal worth--time shall to time renew 't.
|
| The grave, that in his ever-empty womb
|
| Forever closes up the unrespected,
|
| 425 | Who when they die, die all, shall not entomb
|
| His pleading best perfections as neglected.
|
| They to his notice in succeeding years
|
| Shall speak for him when he shall lie below;
|
| When nothing but his memory appears
|
| 430 | Of what he was, then shall his virtues grow.
|
| His being but a private man in rank
|
| (And yet not ranked beneath a gentleman)
|
| Shall not abridge the commendable thank
|
| Which wise posterity shall give him then;
|
| 435 | For nature, and his therein happy fate.
|
| Ordained that by his quality of mind
|
| T' ennoble that best part, although his state
|
| Were to a lower blessedness confined.
|
| Blood, pomp, state, honor, glory and command,
|
| 440 | Without fit ornaments of disposition,
|
| Are in themselves but heathenish and profaned,
|
| And much more peaceful is a mean condition
|
| Which, underneath the roof of safe content,
|
| Feeds on the bread of rest, and takes delight
|
| 445 | To look upon the labors it hath spent
|
| For its own sustenance, both day and night;
|
| Whiles others, plotting which way to be great,
|
| How to augment their portion and ambition,
|
| Do toil their giddy brains, and ever sweat
|
| 450 | For popular applause and power's commission.
|
| But one in honors, like a seeled dove
|
| Whose inward eyes are dimmed with dignity,
|
| Does think most safety doth remain above,
|
| And seeks to be secure by mounting high:
|
| 455 | Whence, when he falls, who did erewhile aspire,
|
| Falls deeper down, for that he climbed higher.
|
| Now men who in lower region live
|
| Exempt from danger of authority
|
| Have fittest times in reason's rules to thrive,
|
| 460 | Not vexed with envy of priority,
|
| And those are much more noble in the mind
|
| Than many that have nobleness by kind.
|
| Birth, blood, and ancestors, are none of ours,
|
| Nor can we make a proper challenge to them
|
| 465 | But virtues and perfections in our powers
|
| Proceed most truly from us, if we do them.
|
| Respective titles or a gracious style,
|
| With all what men in eminence possess,
|
| Are, without ornaments to praise them, vile:
|
| 470 | The beauty of the mind is nobleness.
|
| And such as have that beauty, well deserve
|
| Eternal characters, that after death
|
| Remembrance of their worth we may preserve,
|
| So that their glory die not with their breath.
|
| 475 | Else what avails it in a goodly strife
|
| Upon this face of earth here to contend,
|
| The good t' exceed the wicked in their life,
|
| Should both be like obscured in their end?
|
| Until which end, there is none rightly can
|
| 480 | Be termed happy, since the happiness
|
| Depends upon the goodness of the man,
|
| Which afterwards his praises will express.
|
| Look hither then, you that enjoy the youth
|
| Of your best days, and see how unexpected
|
| 485 | Death can betray your jollity to ruth
|
| When death you think is least to be respected!
|
| The person of this model here set out
|
| Had all that youth and happy days could give him,
|
| Yet could not all-encompass him about
|
| 490 | Against th' assault of death, who to relieve him
|
| Strook home but to the frail and mortal parts
|
| Of his humanity, but could not touch
|
| His flourishing and fair long-lived deserts,
|
| Above fate's reach, his singleness was such.
|
| 495 | So that he dies but once, but doubly lives,
|
| Once in his proper self, then in his name;
|
| Predestinated time, who all deprives,
|
| Could never yet deprive him of the same.
|
| And had the genius which attended on him
|
| 500 | Been possibilited to keep him safe
|
| Against the rigor that hath overgone him,
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| He had been to the public use a staff,
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| Leading by his example in the path
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| Which guides to doing well, wherein so few
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| 505 | The proneness of this age to error hath
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| Informed rightly in the courses true.
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| As then the loss of one, whose inclination
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| Stove to win love in general, is sad,
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| So specially his friends, in soft compassion
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| 510 | Do feel the greatest loss they could have had.
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| Amongst them all, she who those nine of years
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| Lived fellow to his counsels and his bed
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| Hath the most share in loss; for I in hers
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| Feel what distemperature this chance hath bred.
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| 515 | The chaste embracements of conjugal love,
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| Who in a mutual harmony consent,
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| Are so impatient of a strange remove
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| As meager death itself seems to lament,
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| And weep upon those cheeks which nature framed
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| 520 | To be delightful orbs in whom the force
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| Of lively sweetness plays, so that ashamed
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| Death often pities his unkind divorce.
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| Such was the separation here constrained
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| (Well-worthy to be termed a rudeness rather),
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| 525 | For in his life his love was so unfeigned
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| As he was both an husband and a father. . .
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| The one in firm affection and the other
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| In careful providence, which ever strove
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| With joint assistance to grace one another
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| 530 | With every helpful furtherance of love.
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| But since the sum of all that can be said
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| Can be but said that "He was good" (which wholly
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| Includes all excellence can be displayed
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| In praise of virtue and reproach of folly).
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| 535 | His due deserts, this sentence on him gives,
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| "He died in life, yet in his death he lives."
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| Now runs the method of this doleful song
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| In accents brief to thee, O thou deceased!
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| To whom those pains do only all belong
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| 540 | As witnesses I did not love thee least.
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| For could my worthless brain find out but how
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| To raise thee from the sepulcher of dust,
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| Undoubtedly thou shouldst have partage now
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| Of life with me, and heaven be counted just
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| 545 | If to a supplicating soul it would
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| Give life anew, by giving life again
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| Where life is missed; whereby discomfort should
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| Right his old griefs, and former joys retain
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| Which now with thee are leaped into thy tomb
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| 550 | And buried in that hollow vault of woe,
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| Expecting yet a more severer doom
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| Than time's strict flinty hand will let 'em know.
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| And now if I have leveled mine account
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| And reckoned up in a true measured score
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| 555 | Those perfect graces which were ever wont
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| To wait on thee alive, I ask no more
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| (But shall hereafter in a poor content
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| Immure those imputations I sustain,
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| Learning my days of youth so to prevent
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| 560 | As not to be cast down by them again);
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| Only those hopes which fate denies to grant
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| In full possession to a captive heart
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| Who, if it were in plenty, still would want
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| Before it may enjoy his better part:
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| 565 | From which detained, and banished in th' exile
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| Of dim misfortune, has none other prop
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| Whereon to lean and rest itself the while
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| But the weak comfort of the hapless, "hope."
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| And hope must in despite of fearful change
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| 570 | Play in the strongest closet of my breast,
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| Although perhaps I ignorantly range
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| And court opinion in my deep'st unrest.
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| But whether doth the stream of my mischance
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| Drive me beyond myself, fast friend, soon lost,
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| 575 | Long may thy worthiness thy name advance
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| Amongst the virtuous and deserving most,
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| Who herein hast forever happy proved:
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| In life thou lived'st, in death thou died'st beloved.
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